I’ve always been angry about the hands we have been dealt in this life, and for a long time I misdirected that anger at the other people in the trenches. It wasn’t until I directed that anger upwards that things fell into place.

I could have let myself become a blackpilled doomer and been able to sip my coffee and say “ah yes, all is going according to my plan” every time something horrible happened, but I’d rather be an optimist and hope we can make something out of the scraps of world we have left. but yeah, podcasts mainly, I think.