Yeah. You will sometimes forget what happend with very familiar monotonous activities. But it being 4 hours later is very bad. Unless you were very tired on this day you should absolutely check with a doctor what could have caused this.

How can they rebell then?

Yes. We are definitely in the bad place.

Depends entirely on how long it takes to absolve oneself. Thats why i was asking.

How long does it take to absolve oneself of suicide using confession etc? Could you use a slow acting incurable poison to kill yourself but then immediately repent?

Not to say that it would be a pleasant experience.