Don’t you feel trapped sometimes?

If I have such a static routine everything starts to feel pointless to me. I feel the urge to break out, and just yell fuck it all, and walk away from everything.

I really need quite an amount of time that is not planned, and where I do whatever my mind wants in that moment. Otherwise I feel like an explosion is building up inside me.

And in turn that destroys every fitness, healthy eating or similar routine I have tried to encompass.

It seems impossible to create a life for myself with healthy routines, that also feels like actually living.

We might very well be solving that problem ourselves right now.

Once upon a time Google used few and non-intrusive ads. The ads were soo well-placed and relevant, that they almost seemed like a service to the user, rather than being forced upon you. Some of us even added exceptions for Google ads in our ad blockers, so we would not miss out.

I miss those days.