• magic_smoke@lemmy.blahaj.zone
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    8 days ago

    Up until current threats, it at least felt like we had consistent improvements. I was able to get on estrogen via informed consent from planned parenthood a month before the election.

    Between threats to passports and my jobs closeness to the government, updating documents, or even just having those prescriptions, could put my job or ability to flee in jeopardy.

    I have officially stopped HRT and started using sublingual oil I order w/ crypto via TOR.

    Our home brewers are wonderful, but as far as I can tell as someone looking to brew for personal use, most raws come from stores that mostly sell gear to jarheads, stealth shipped in from China. (Granted reputable ones test clean.)

    If that hadn’t happened I’d be looking at updating my birth certificate this year.

    But hey at least I’m not one of the ladies stuck in a men’s federal prison where the forced “psychiatric experiments” (conversion ‘therapy’) probably wont be the worst thing you face. Which you know, will be worse for us in the camps.

    I miss my endocrinologist. I miss tracking my levels via bloodtest without anxieties about them being used to fire me or deny me exit from the country.

    I want to talk to someone educated like that again before I get on prog.

    I want my stupid ugly dead name off of everything.

    I want to be left the fuck alone without having to deal with the fact that being like 1-2% of the population or whatever just means that a large enough majority can just decide you don’t deserve to exist.

    I fucking hate it here.